Absolute Light





You, Lord, are Light:

original

essential light

clear all the way through

absolutely pure

absolute

with no dark edge

no shading

showing capriciousness

or shallow inconsistency

and yet — alive!

Vital from core to cosmos

filling space with Being

the One Who Is

and Was

and Is To Come

overarching time

yet entering it

thereby giving time

relevance

piercing the dark

of souls and worlds

slowing lightspeed

to a moment —

thirty-three years —

so we could see you.

Eyes unaccustomed

to glory

we gasped

at the brightness

snapped eyelids shut

against the glare

and so refused

healing

laser surgery

that remakes lenses

gifting us with Sight.

Myopic

we still prefer

our blurred world

(familiar)

to the terrifying

unknown universe

unveiled to reborn eyes.

The risk

of leaping into Light

and living there

is only taken

by the desperate

who know they have

nothing to lose

or occasionally

by the lucid

(seen as simple)

who plunge like children

into space

and find it

packed with Presence

dense with Light.

Let you in a crack

and darkness splits

wide open—

Light explodes

the shadows

and what is left

is forever . . .

When I grew up enough to realize what it mean to actually take that plunge with wholehearted commitment, I began to experience the difference it makes to walk in the Light:

But if we walk in the light, as he is in the light, we have fellowship with one another, and the blood of Jesus, his Son, purifies us from all sin. (1 Jn. 1:7 NIV)

We not only can see where we are going and who is with us, but we are freed from the weight of sin, guilt carried hidden within. Jesus’ blood makes us clean and makes it possible for us to live a life characterized by his love, which offers welcome space to others and substitutes peace for conflict. 

Someday we will actually see him as he is, in all his glorious absolute light!  For now, we have the privilege of belonging to him and absorbing the richness of his goodness. Or, as some do, we could choose to avoid the risk of the leap, and keep on trying to find our way in the dark. If you haven’t already done so, I urge you to take the leap. I am witness to the benefits and the joy of walking life with him, the one who is pure light.

Published by Linnea Boese

After spending most of my life in Africa, as the child of missionaries then in missions with my husband, I am now retired and free to use my time to write! I am working on publishing poetry and on writing an autobiography. There have been many adventures, challenges and wonderful blessings along the way -- lots to share!

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